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I hate eating I hate starving, I hate sleeping, I hate being awake, I have not having anything to do, I hate having stuffs to do, I hate friendship, I hate judgementalism, I hate friends growing up and transforming into new people you no longer recognize, I hate relationships, I hate being single, I hate you and me both, I hate remaining friends after breaking up, I hate hearing that you like some other guy and want to fuck him, I hate that you told me that as if it was ok and I hate that it really is ok, I hate that I cant/shouldn’t do a thing about it, I hate being mature coz the mature thing to do is not telling you how I feel, its to let you go, I hate growing up, I love being childish, I hate my house, I hate not having one, I miss the silence, I hate working I hate being unemployed I hate Cobain, I hate quoting him, but all I can say is “I hate myself and I want to die”