December 14th

I’m a 13 years old skinny girl victim of a sex crime, I’m a 42 years old fat man laying on my couch all day watching TV with hair on my back and beers on my lap, I’m feet, I’m huge ugly smelly feet with gross long toe nails.
I embody all the stereotypes I want to break away from, I’m recycled pieces of over quoted phrases, "I’m rainbows and butterflies". I’m the subdued child of the copy-paste generation, I’m body odour, I’m sweat and shit and fart and piss.
I’m uncomfortable little moments around once-known people.
I’m judgementalism, I’m rejection, I’m shame.
I’m failure, I’m cowardly, I’m silence.
I’m discomfort, I’m embarrassment, I’m noise.