That I would be good even in spite of me

To make such an openly optimistic statement, these days and in spite of all the odds, like Alanis did in “That I Would be Good”, it’s quite inspiring and amazingly encouraging, and it helps me believe that not only I should keep believing, or never lose my faith, but that I would be good, that no matter what, I would be good.

Clumsiness

I try to tell her with my body what I feel
but I'm too clumsy and my body doesn't say anything so I hug her and try not to cry but my stupid body can't do anything right and I have to let her go before tears start wetting my eyes.

Will you?

I’m gonna pack my feelings in a rucksack and leave with them
You will never see me again
You will never hear me again
You will never feel me again
You will never talk to me again
You will never hear or say my name again
Will you ever think of me again?

Confession

I need you, I do...I just don't love you.

She

She is bigger than herself
she is a myth I once believed in
she is made out of monsters and butterflies
she is not an Is anymore
she is a was
and sometimes I wish...a will be.

Is it fun to Lose and to Pretend?

I wanna stop pretending I have friends
I wanna stop pretending I’m not proud of being a loser
I just wanna put my life in the hands of a Rock n’ Roll band for them to throw it all away.
I wanna stop pretending I don’t miss her
I wanna stop pretending I miss him that much
I wanna stop pretending it’s fun to lose and to pretend
I wanna stop pretending.

I’m worse at what I do best that has always been the strangest gift.

I Think

I think I need to find a bigger place...
'cause when you have more than you think
you need more space.

I think I need to find a bigger place...
'cause our love has grown so big
we need more space.